32 Weeks and counting.... give or take!

Well, I'm back, and I've decided to let everything out in the open, one just for my own peace of mind and because I can, what the hell do I have this blog for then, and two because I see that my last post kinda confused people and might have been misinterpreted. So here it is, I'm gonna have a baby, that's right you read right, by this time next year I'm gonna be a mom. Ok there ya go, now let me explain my last post. This was very unplanned and unexpected news, I was quite scared at first when I found out, here I am this single girl, who makes shit for money and had no idea how certain people were gonna react. So that's what I meant by the hardest week of my life, I had to try and take in the news myself and then get the nerve to tell my parents and the "father" of this child. I was and am still not concerned of what people may think of me, I really don't give a shit, I'm 24 years old, and I do not see this as a mistake, it's just something that happened, that's life. We can take precautions, think we're being safe, but sometimes that's just not enough. That was what I was talking about when life changes. But over the past week, I've been able to take the time to start sorting things out, make some plans and the stress of last week is fading away. Now like I said, it's on to just preparing myself for this baby. Thankfully I've had the support of my family and friends who will always be there for me and make this all the more easier. My priorities have now changed, and maybe that's a good thing, maybe it was time for a change and god decided that this baby needed to be here. It's scary, yes, every step is uncertain, but I have the knowledge of those around me to help me with this, I'm not alone. So yeah maybe this happened sooner then I thought, it didn't happen the exact way I planned or thought it would happen, but that's ok, everything is gonna be alright, I know that now, I'm gonna have a baby and that is something to be happy about, so be happy for me!!! And on approximately March 17, 2004(again give or take) I'll be ready!!!!

Bye Bye!!