The final countdown!

2 months left!! Omg I just can't believe how the time has just flown by! Once the clocked ticked over to 2004 the reality of how soon she'll be here has really sunk in. I mean geez January is already half gone, and now I really have to get a move on and get everything ready. And you really know you're close to the end of pregnancy when perfect strangers start asking "When is your baby due?" lol. So anywayz, tomorrow me and my mom are going carseat shopping, since it's payday and we both have the day off. We've been making a ton of recieving blankets for the past couple of weeks as well. Anybody who has babies, or just taken care of babies knows they go through those things like crazy, so you can never have enough. And believe me my baby will be well stocked up on those lol. And now on every paycheck I get I'm just gonna buy stuff for her, just get as stocked up on things she'll need as I can.

I just want to feel as prepared as I can, cuz I can tell you if she came now, I would not be ready at all, and that is a very scary feeling. Right now my feelings waver between total excitement to really wanting to meet this little baby that's been kicking me, to being completely nervous at the prospect of bringing this new life into the world, having never been through it before. But when it comes down to it, I can't wait to see her to finally have her here. I mean it will all be worth it in the end, this is the easy part, carrying the baby, then having the baby. Once she's here that's when the hard part starts, that's the real job. But I'll be ready!!! So the final countdown begins now people, get ready!!!

Laterz!!!!