Well hello people guess what I LIVE!! lol. Yeah I totally suck at this thing lately, but I'll try and make up for it now. I have lots to tell so get comfortable lol. So start off I get y'all caught up on Jazlynn. She's 11 months now, which is so hard to believe sometimes, time has just flown on by, it's crazy. She's walking, and has been doing so for almost a month and half I would say. She's just so adorable, so funny, man she brings so much joy to my life, I just love her so much. But can y'all believe she'll be one next month, it's just amazing. I have plenty of pictures to share, but I'll get to that next time. Actually one big reason why I hadn't updated for awhile is because our computer went completely haywire, I'm thinking it caught some nasty virus or something, cuz it was just annoying the hell out of me, so I hadn't even been getting online very much. We ended having to basically start over with the stupid thing. But it's all good now, and actually seems better.

Anywayz, one big reason I wanted to update now, well for one to of course let you know how Jazlynn is doing, but because something major has transpired over this past week. I'll try and condense it down a little, cuz otherwise it could take awhile and a LOT of space to go through it all lol. Ok so a week ago today actually, I reconnected with a guy I dated back in my senior year of high school, his name's Adam, and let me tell you I was crazy about him, like in love totally right. So yeah we stayed in touch for a couple of years after that, he had gone on a mission, but when he got back I guess we were in different places at the time, so we basically went our separate ways. So last Summer he actually came to see me, I found out he'd gotten married but was going through a divorce and he had two little girls. We talked a couple times after that, but never followed through with anything, you know he was going through a divorce, and I had my own stuff I was going through. So I hadn't heard from him since that time, but he called me last week and we just started talking and catching up, we ended up spending this whole weekend together, because his daughters were with their mom for the weekend. Like Friday we went to dinner and that, Saturday he came snowmobiling with me and my family, and then Sunday, me and him with Jazlynn went for a drive and had lunch and just hung out. But here's the major thing, on Saturday night I called him and he confessed to me that he was in love with me and always had been, I mean he just told me incredibly amazing beautiful things. I was floored because I was never sure, even in high school how he actually felt about me. Like I knew he cared for me, and had love for me, but to what extent I just didn't know. And then Sunday night I woke up in the middle and realized I felt the exact same way about him. I had never forgotten him, he had always stayed with me. I have loved him more than any other guy that's come into my life, no one's ever come close to him, like he was THE ONE, is THE ONE!! And suddenly here we are like in the same place in our lives, we have many of the same thoughts and hopes it's just amazing how these things happens. He accepts everything about me, and that includes Jazlynn. So yeah we are like officially a couple, ya know boyfriend, girlfriend the whole deal, and it's great I love it and I totally love him. We're talking about our future together and everything and it's just been incredible. I'm so happy I can't even tell ya. Jazlynn has brought so much joy and happiness and love into my life this past year and to add to that I've now got the guy I want to spend the rest of my life with, I mean how lucky am I!!! Ya know it just doesn't get much better than this let me tell ya. So yeah that's what I wanted to tell, and I'll keep y'all updated on how things are going and I won't forget the pictures. Alrighty be back soon BIG SMILES!!!!!!